Trust Issues

When you've been friends for a while now, a while meaning from a period of 8 years to 8 months, to trust some one is really hard, no matter how long you've known each other.

But if you talk almost everyday, share every single detail about your life and theirs, you would expect some sort of trust built in the friendship.

So why is it always that we seem to break that trust? Either not trusting the other when they share something with you, where you have to go confirm it with another or where you pretend that your more than what you seem to be..

I mean.. i trust you with everything i say. i dont need a second word or a confirmation from someone when you tell me something. But that may be where we're different. But i guess thats why we get along so well.

And you, do you think that i dont trust you when you tell me everything that goes on in your new life? why do you always have to prove to me that your everything that you tell me you are? Honestly, thats where i start to doubt you.

So in that case, looks like ive got trust issues too.

Those trust issues pushed me to do something that im not proud of. I learnt that what you portray is not what you really are. Its all an act. Why?- is my real question.. In-case your wondering i like you for you, i want you as my friend for who you are.. not based upon the number of phone calls you get or the number of friends you have or how popular you are.

It bugs me so much that you dont trust me enough to tell me the truth and it bugs me that i dont trust you anymore when you tell me things..

Trust Issues...complicated arent they?

29th July

29th July

Ok one of my friends sent me this link and its hilarious! watch it! Im not the biggest fan of MIA music and personally i dont really like her cause of her terrorist drama.. This video disses her so much!
Enjoy! http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/35a311d5ea/m-i-a-paper-planes-suburban-remix-parody?rel=player

Ok remember how i told you guys about my little bust ticket incident?

Well, this is what my friend just showed me..

"All public transport services in Zones 1 and 2 will be free this Friday 30 July due to Tuesday’s power outage that caused wide disruptions for people travelling to work and school.

No tickets will be required to travel on train, tram and bus and customers should not validate Metcards or touch on with myki from first to last service on Friday, including NightRider services until 3am.

How Scary is that? hahah either it wasnt my faulty at all or it was just all cause of me.. im gonna go with the first one.. it wasnt my fault. blame it on metlink for failing

My aunt has this no Internet on school days policy going on at home, so yeah basically i have no access to the internet when im at home. How sucky is that eh? But my cousin introduced me to a network that has no password! So yeah im stealing one of my neighbors wifi!!! Thankyou NETGEAR!! Its really annoying sometimes tho, cus i have to walk around my room lifting my laptop so that i manage to get signals.. but hey, im not complaining :D

ok ill continue this later...

Why im doing this..

Why am I doing this?

well its because im in uni and I'mbored..

28th July

Its MAA103 and i just finished reading Barney's Blog.. which kinda made me wanna have my own blog so whoever is reading this is up-to-date with my happenings.

I cant even hear the damn lecturer and her phone just rang.. oh wait.. its not hers..

So you guys need to know what happened yesterday..

i got onto the bus with my friends and they validate their tickets and i put in my monthly fullfare zone 2 ticket in.. what happened? well my ticket decides to get stuck in the machine! Oh did i mention that there was about 10 people behind me? So the bus driver lets the others go cus theres nothing he can do and I'm just standing there waiting for my damn ticket to come out! Well it didnt come out for about 5 minutes so i decided to go sit down. And finally the ticket decides to come out of the machine! I ran over to get it and just when i held the ticket I ended up pushing the damn thing back in again! FML! and yes there were people laughing! So basically i had to wait AGAIN for the damn thing to come out.. when it finally did the bus driver actually had to take it out for me!

Anyways.. Todays Accounting lecture was so boring that my friends and i walked out half way through it and decided to go sit on the lawn on Mutant way cus there was a free food stall! YAY! hahah we sound so cheap..well yeah if you were a uni student earning $11.70 you would understand :P haha

I watched the Harry Potter Movie Trailer! WOW! I cant wait for that to come out! It looks so awesome! And its in 2 parts! How cool is that? But its the last movie, which is kinda sad.

They should totally make another Prates of the Caribbean movie!

I went out last thursday to Loulous and there was this really hot chick, curly brown hair with blond highlights tight top and a really long white skirt.. Fuck she was hot.. and i thought i saw her in Deakin but i wasn't quite sure.. I was on the Loulou's group on facebook looking at the pictures from thursday night and guess who i find... Fuck she's so hot! If she ever see's this i just want you to know that you were the hottest thing that was there that day!