Trust Issues

When you've been friends for a while now, a while meaning from a period of 8 years to 8 months, to trust some one is really hard, no matter how long you've known each other.

But if you talk almost everyday, share every single detail about your life and theirs, you would expect some sort of trust built in the friendship.

So why is it always that we seem to break that trust? Either not trusting the other when they share something with you, where you have to go confirm it with another or where you pretend that your more than what you seem to be..

I mean.. i trust you with everything i say. i dont need a second word or a confirmation from someone when you tell me something. But that may be where we're different. But i guess thats why we get along so well.

And you, do you think that i dont trust you when you tell me everything that goes on in your new life? why do you always have to prove to me that your everything that you tell me you are? Honestly, thats where i start to doubt you.

So in that case, looks like ive got trust issues too.

Those trust issues pushed me to do something that im not proud of. I learnt that what you portray is not what you really are. Its all an act. Why?- is my real question.. In-case your wondering i like you for you, i want you as my friend for who you are.. not based upon the number of phone calls you get or the number of friends you have or how popular you are.

It bugs me so much that you dont trust me enough to tell me the truth and it bugs me that i dont trust you anymore when you tell me things..

Trust Issues...complicated arent they?